we've never met

i"ve never actually met you, never seen you face to face, and yet i have this silly idea, that you could be so great for me. a great friend. a great flirt. your the person i want to roll my eyes. i want to tell you to shut up and then kiss you for being so fucking adorable. I want to argue with you, i want to yell like i have never yelled before, spitting emotions i have never even dreamed of onto you. and just know thats its "you." that you wont give a damn tomorrow, and you'll just want to cuddle me just as i want to cuddle. we can share those loving moments, you can correct my grammer constantly, while i always have to remind you to be nice. but thats what i want. i want you! i want your cocky son of a bitch attitude. your adorable fohawk, those perfect teeth, and the eyes just to die for.and even now as tears fall from my face i know that i am so far, far away from that possibility, i know that i will have to be patient and just accept that when the time comes friendship will be enough. i have to be happy for you to be happy for myself, and because we have never met that should be easy...