For as many social insecurities i have, and the constant need to not be seen alone in public, i truly enjoy spending time with myself and only myself. As comfortable as i am around certain friends, i still feel this certain need to be "something" when with them, whether that be clever funny, intellegent, etc etc. And you know sometimes i dont want to be those things.
I always feel like i am two steps away from everyone, like there is a level of connection but it only goes so far, and to be frank thats not very far. i have always prided myself on my own individuality but has that caused me to be unconnected. i dont think adapting myself would be worth making a stronger connection i think iwould rather stay more on the deserted side and keep my true self than change to find connection but thats just me.
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